Argh, fuck Poly system. It's not the amount of homework they gave, it's so fucking hard to know whether homework are given to us anot. Bugger! D: Today was quite fun except that I missed RHT lecture. But who cares (: Went to meet up with Yinquan after lunch with Poly friends. Heh, accompanied Yinquan for his lecture. I'm a Good friend right :D Aniwae, get well soon Shank!
PS: I saw my eye candy today! hehe sweetheart oh sweetheart, don't jealous.
That three noobshit called me middle of the night around 4am to ask me go toilet & pee! Bloody Hell. Meet them @ Jing's house for breakfast, yeayea I'm still being grounded but I managed to escape from home x: Felt guilty lying to Mummy but if you don't breathe a word & I don't say she won't know right? :D So long never slack together with them ever since school starts. Reminiscing back about secondary school life and laughed at the stupidest thing we'd done in school. Since they not going for Jingwei's birthday we decided to go play Bball together :D Bloody hell, under that bright hot sunny day still ask me to run around. They went Bedok Reservoir to continue their running exercise & I headed home cause I abhor running! Heh. Bugger. I hate weekdays nowadays! PS: Although it's just a few hours, it does make a difference.
All I get in return was just an absurd answer from my Mum. " You get to play during the holidays & now the school had started, it's time for you to settle down. & you've been going out during the weekends too frequently "-MUM. I hadn't been chilling out with the gfs & the bfs for several weeks alr, all I'm asking for was just a day in a week to relax. I felt pressurize when she kept on dialing to check when am I, trust is so hard to gain. I can lie & skipped school if I was that desperate. But I don't want to, I want her to know the truth even though the answer is always a NO. I'm sad, not because she wouldn't let me out, it's because I felt that she don't understand me. Yes, I always went out with the boys but she knew who they are & I always ensured her that there's absolutely nothing between me and any of the boys, we're just best friends. Why isit that she could trust Jiejie so easily & not me, when I tried my very best to gain that lil trust from her. I don't want to pleased her to let me out, I want her to know why I want to be out. All she say is Poly aren't that stress, so I don't see why you need to go out & relax. I'm such a weakling, so bloody damn useless. Whenever I tried to voice out my opinion, I always ended up crying. Crying infront of people is what I abhorred the most, even if she/he is someone whom I trusted.
I'm someone who treasure friendship. It's actually quite hard to balance btwn new friends and close friends. But yesterday that incident really pissed me off. Whenever my break gets to be the same as the boys, I'll make an effort to meet up with them even though it's like half an hour more to the next lecture. Zing: Where are you now? Meet up leh. Me: I'm having lunch @ Design School, where are you? Zing: Mushroom there. You're with who? Me: Poly friends lo. Zing: Win liao lo, eat never jio. Now got poly friend liao la. Me: You come over la. Zing: All your friend I go there for what sial, now want to pangseh me alr lo. Me: Ay, I'm meeting shank @ 1 right. I get to released early that's why I went to eat with them. Zing: You meeting shank @ 1? you didn't call me to tell me. Me: Since I'm meeting shank of course I'll meet you too la. Zing: Ahya, got new friends liao say la, so you coming over de ma? Me: Since you say like that, you all go first lo since you all don't have lesson anymore. Zing: Oh, you still got lesson ah? Me: Yahlar, nvm you all go out lo. Zing: Don't say until like that la. In the end I just hang up his phone. Like wtf sial, I hate it when he keep on emphasizing that I a psk because I'd made some new friends in poly. They didn't know that sometimes when I said Byebye to the new clique, they are also complaining I'm ps-ing them. & I haven't got the chance to eat lunch with the girls yet. But at least Zing bothered to call back & apologize.
In poly, it's hard to know someone that are willing to laugh like a madwomen with you. It ain't the same as secondary. Bbei complained to me this before. Yes, I agree. In secondary, no matter how vulgar I'm and how I fooled around. Everyone was fine with it. But in Poly, a simple middle-finger or a "fuck" seems to be a big deal. One of the close friends in Poly always tell me " Ay, don't so vulgar la you. " Nothing like this happened to me before in secondary life. It's hard for me to change because vulgarities alr plays an important description in my vocabulary book. Be it gfs or bfs, it's hard not to hear a vulgar word added into the conversation. But maybe I should somehow cut down on using so much vulgarities. Somehow, I want to go back secondary school & fooled around again. & I met up with DAARLING yesterday. She's a good listener & she's my personal stress reliever (L) One busying with O level, one busying adapting to Poly lifestyle. All busy, but we ain't leaving (:
PS: Notice why I blogged with LONG BORING WORDINGS instead of pictures nowadays? It's because tht person who borrowed my camera didn't bothered to return me asap & it's like fucking 3wks alr! D:
Meet up with my candies today :D The very first thing they do was to bitch about their new classmate, Roflmao. Went to do ez-link card together @ Pasir Ris. We're in the same Business School but why I don't get to see Bbei D: " Where are you, bitch! ". Say Good-bye to Chel & Sweetheart and headed back to school. Had breakfast together with classmates, I feel like puking after I ate the Curry Chicken Noodle, so peeps, listen to my advice, DON'T TRY!! (: Went for 1hr lec tgth and it's was OKAY laaaa. Ordered a Lappy, like oh-finally. But I'm not so desperate for one like my Sis. Meet up with Lun after going to library w classmates. Went Engineering School to have lunch & saw Yinquan so jio him for lunch too. Oh, & he's wearing my favourite outfit today! Good Good (: What can I say about the food in poly leh? It's not appetizing at all, yuck. So bud, let's head outside to eat next time S: Jing & Yinquan head down to parklane after that & Lun send me home. Great, I don't have to walk home :DDDDDDD PS: 2 GB Thumbdrive @ only $28 !!
Lame joke by Fafiz, ROFL. - Why MaSalamat is two-third women? Ans: Because he's a one-third (wanted) man. (:
S6510 from Futjisu, 1.7kg, such a pity it doesn't come in white color.
I want this phoooooneee. Oh, I found one Sony Ericssion phone @ the Jam & Hop Dance. Although I did regret for a moment but I didn't hesitate to return the phone back to the owner. But then, I know I did the right thing yea? (: About the Orientation I can only say, it's BORING. Nothing compared to FOC. So sneaked off to have breakfast with Jing, Yinquan, Shank & Ashlee before reporting to school. Although we have lousy cheers but we, Business, won the champion title 4 years in a row. Hohoho. Today's the first day of school & I wanted to leave a good impression! But .. I failed TT 35mins late. wahpiang lucky I saw Wen if not so paiseh la. Today's lecture is about data entry, yawn boring. Yay, Business first week don't have tutorial! Yahuuuu. After having lectures, met up with Jing to have breakfast together. Went to find Yinquan after that. Aww poor & determined boy. Can't change his class so he decided to change course. Lol, wah-piang cannot stand him sial. But his Course Manager really sucks. Met up with Lun. I want tongue piercing tooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! :( :( :( *green with envy. Tomorrow gonna be a long long long long day.
1, 2, 3 .. POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO farted* Dear, Shoo one side please. Mummy, show you one funny face ok? Ta-daaaaa!
Mothers are all stubborn creature, no? Well, then mine is! I don't understand, why does she always like to do some irksome comparison btwn me and someone else. " I never see JieJie going this kind of things, why must you?" " Why they are capable of doing this and you can't? " All those WHY. Then she should be comparing me with those monsters daughter & praise me for goodness sake, but she never. & hey, my sister has no life doesn't mean I can't have one. It will be daft to remonstrate because she will stick to her own opinion, or i can say stuck to her own opinion. I'm not asking much, I'v self-control too, altho I always reached home later than what I promised but it nvr after 12. It just that she doesn't believe me. She say once I'm out, I never bothered to call back home. Maybe she's worried about me, so I'd made the effort to call back. But soon I dreaded the calling-back-home "activities". Instead of asking you are you having fun? She'll say what time you're coming back and those come back now type of conversation. So am i calling her to inform her that I'm fine outside or dialing back to let her tell me it's time to go home? Bugger. Its damn paiseh having to rush home and your friends stopped their fun as well to go home with you & took cab to help you reached home on time. It's irking, maybe you all reckoned that I'm being preposterous but I'm feeling this way. Even my dad says" Other than going to school, you always go out " hey, it's compulsory to go to school! So weekdays I'm supposed to go school and weekend I'm supposed to rot @ home? & whenever the school end late, they'll say why isit so late? They thought I'm the director of TP, but no I'm not, PARENTs! And when the PMS catastrophic strikes, blimey she'll NAG, Nag And Ground. & when you're trying to say out your view, you're being mark as being defiance. So both my sister and I'd the same mindset. We'll let her rant all her anger out and we just keep our mouth shut, what's the point of fighting back because even though she know she's wrong, she never apologize & that's my mother. Father always asked us to give in to her because she's having heart problems. She can never grasp that, asking is much of a respect, it isn't an authority.
I know you all miss me alot yea sooooooooo .. I'm back frrrroooooommmmm FreshmenOrietationCamp! [I'm forever thick skin]
Day 1 Look left look right, look left look right again. Don't know her, don't know him. No one I knew is in the same empire as me, fffffuuuuuuccc Three of us kena separated into different empire. The thought of having to make friend alone send a chill down my spine man. So first day was kinda bored lur. & the long Q for bathing, wallaaaaoooooo machiam sauna like that. But sleeping with chel & sweetheart was fun. Slept only 2 to 3hrs D:
Day 2 Station game, performance & the mass dance! I was high during the performance & the mass dance even tho I don't really know who they are, lol. But I was even more high when I saw chel, sweetheart and lun. The funniest and best night. Again, horrendous Q outside the toilet. Was too tired, I fell aslp as soon as I lie down :p
Day 3 I like the water activities. Shiok Shiok. But the station game later on was tiring and boring. No fun no fun. Although we got fourth but ACCION STILL ROCKS! We got the BEST SPIRIT AWARD! oie oie oie oie oie oie. The camp end w TP school song and mass dance. ayyyy, love mass dance. Cab home with lun at last. Bath and went out for supper @ some balastiar hotel. Finally, bed sweet bed! Laugh out loud.
The only picture i got with me is ..
PS: ACCION ROCKS! Bbei, you missed out alot esp eye candies, rolling on the floor laughing.
Hello earthling. I'm super high today w/o the help of alcohol. Finally had the date with the girls. Although some can't make it but yea, we'd fun anyway! :D Sang "Happy Birthday To You" to DAARLING. Heh, plus a free gift b'day kiss. Muhaha, ain't we sweet? Don't give a damn to the passer-by, we stand on the sofa and started dancing around and sang at the top of our voice. After that 4hrs, I'm panting & sweating. Muhahaha. But fuck the poor weather. Can't go Bbei's house to have deliver-meals D-: But Pasta-Mania was nice tho. Went home after that.
Photographs! [Look shitty inside]
oh, hate my fat face.
I love GUESS Stop looking at guys, darling!
Hate Bbei, always snatching my mike.
Stop it! You stinks. Hhahaha, it's candid la.
PS: Quote of the day " Don't fucking fuck around me & you fucking idiot who don't even fucking know how to fucking spell the fucking word you fucking moron, it's fucking Fuck. Fuckfuckfuck.
Learn from Bbei one. HAHAH :p
Oh, isn't she adorable xD Whenever I say Xuanxuan, she'll give me this look. Her new boyfriend. Hahaha
I'm going to buy specs tomorrow Hehe. Replace Mummy to go to my dad's best friend's father b'day dinner [long uh] I'm so bloated now Dx & the cake is my favourite durian flavour! Thinking about hitting the gym. No income now ): How I wish I'm thin and pretty, then I'm able to work as a model. It'll be super cool then, hur.
Meet Jing & Shank @ Bedok phone booth today. Wait and wait and wait for Yinquan. In the end, he cab down the other way & was waiting @ the platform. See, he is as Cb as this :P hurhur By the time we reached Marina Square, my stomach grumbling like siaooo alr. Hvn't eat anything yet, not even a mouthful of biscuits D: Had dinner @ Kenny Roger. When my food is being served, it's an American size plate with a so tiny mini grilled fish. & all of them one looks tasty and most imptly, BIG. Wahlao, & they laugh like what la ): No choice but to order another bowl of rice. Cross my heart and hope to die, I won't catch a movie anymore [ provided it's damn nice la ] & they were nice and say ok. Jing and Yinquan went to play pool. Me and shank go play photohunt :DDD I'm super fast okay, cause I've bigger eyes. HAHAHAHA Shopped around and headed back home. Ta-daa! I Q for 2months then got it kay.
ok, I'm acting cute -c-' but 人家很久沒有裝可愛了嗎! Ha
PS: It'll be perfect if I've the freedom like Ahying cousin, man 7.30am then reached home. Cool
4/4 I'm being fired. Because my student's mum wna cut down her budget. While crossing the road, I kena horn twice. I nearly sit overshot my student's busstop. Dad's drunk.
Sod 4/4 every year, grr.
Something hilarious about my Dad when he's drunk. Dad: 老婆,我很愛你哩. Mum: 走開,去沖涼. Dad: 寶貝, Daddy 也愛你哩. Mum: [ Start to beat him, too irritated ] Dad: 老婆,不要打我 賀賀賀. [ Then do act cute face ] Somemore he like to imitate Mum & speak English when he's drunk. Dad: Are you HAPPY! Me: No~ Dad: Why? Me: Because you're drunk. Dad: 亂亂 say.
Somethings bound to happen on this unlucky day D: Vomited yesterday, thanks tt disgusting jelly-like drink [yuck...] & I cldn't sleep until 4am :C Thanks to Mum, she woke me up @ 7am. For? To find her stupid clip because she accused me for misplacing it. I keep explaining & she just keep going on and on accusing me[Grr ..] After searching high&low for 25mins, she says " Oh, found! Under here " SHE'S THE ONE WHO STACKED THAT PILE OF CLOTHES ON THE CHAIR BUT GOING ON ACCUSING ME FOR MISPLACED IT THERE. Wtfuck la. Abhor her stubbornness. & I'm having tution today. Anymore unlucky things? I'll tell you tonight [wink..]
2hrs of torture. I'm not a good teacher and I'll nvr be one. Cause no matter how I tried, it just wldn't work. Invited DAARLING over for dinner aft tution. Becus Mum and Dad are out of S'pore. Had a heart to heart chat @ the bball court. Kind of dark but breezy, lovely. From friends to mates to characters to personality. We do share lots of common points. Oh, it'll be perfect if it's friday and you don't have school tmr daarling [plastered a sad face] I'll bother you till midnight, count yourself lucky cause it's not. [smirk] But still, I enjoyed today. Thks (L)
PS: It's nice to know that there's someone for you to confide in.
ohone-ohone. // says: anyway, 8 april is our days out. going to teo heng, and fyi, teoheng is where you take the mic and sings. ohone-ohone. // says: singing is when you open your mouth and exercise your vocal cord. ohone-ohone. // says: understand? ohone-ohone. // says: thereafter, we will head to ting's house for fastfood delivery. and fastfood is eg, mac, kfc ect ect. ohone-ohone. // says: understand? ohone-ohone. // says: then i will book the room for singing from 1 - 7. from afternoon to night. dont misunderstand that its 1 midnight to 7 morning please. ohone-ohone. // says: then i was asking if you wanna meet me early on that day, cos i wanna buy mc. mc is medical certificate which you present to teacher when you are absent. ohone-ohone. // says: understand? ohone-ohone. // says: i asked if you wanna meet early so that to accompany me and at the same time, we can talk. but its ok if you dont want to. ohone-ohone. // says: which part do you not understand now? ohone-ohone. // says: oh ya, teoheng is at katong. katong is at singapore. and singapore is on the map. ohone-ohone. // says: so i will meet you girls at around 1215 bedok inter phone booth.
She treat me like I'm really someone thats mentally challenge [pfff...] I just fail to read the line, sometimes only fyi. Show you her evil face.
