Remember us and all we used to be

We've had our doubts but now we're fine.
Everything is ok in the end 'cus if it's not ok, it's not the end..

When friendship has taken its toll on both of us.

Y'know whenever we fight, I always hug you, apologise and we will be fine. That's why you're always pinning high hopes on me that I will make the first move and everything will be fine but I ain't doing it this time.
I stood you up, I apologised twice, either you take it or leave it and you choose the latter.
I would rather you yell at me for ignoring you in that fucking noisy lab than having you complaining behind my back.
You don't even know what you're apologising for my friend..

Cbz, attraction management is driving me mad!!

Although I kenna a hard whack at the corner of my eye there but still, tennis soon okay cousins!

Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.

You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.

Loneliness is soul destroying and at this time you feel lost and lonely, perhaps it is because you feel so frustrated that you are prepared to go out of your way to become emotionally involved with someone who could accept you for what you are. You are egocentric, antagonistic and quick to take offence, although it must be said, you can control your pent-up up emotion and thus avoid open conflict.

Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.

You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.

Okay, I took this quiz before and it was accurate, surprisingly this time too. Nice one
Oh people, if you plan to prank call me please please please at least speak properly ok? if not, fuck off.

Got your back, buddy.

After work, I was panicking, waiting for Yinquan to call me and praying hard that my phone will not go flat, not until he call me. Suay suay board different van from Cynthia so I try my luck calling Jing and HE NEVER PICK UP AND MY PHONE WENT FLAT.
Reached Yinquan's house like 1 plus am, alone with a phone that just went flat. Seek help from the uncles at the guard house and borrowed a phone. Thanks god, I remember Zijing's number! Was so worried that if it's the wrong number then gg alr.
Chatted with the uncles and surprisingly, he knows about the interview to become an air stewardess haha, so it was fun and had a great chat with him. Few minutes later, Jing cabbed down and he thought I ran away from home HAHAHA.
Yinquan's father look so adorable in his pyjamas although he scares me with his face mask LOL. Gave Yinquan a cute postcard that says "Bear the pain" and I saw the b'day card that I made for him at his desk! Happy or happy, happy lah! Hahaha.
I really don't know how to react when you called me in the afternoon but just know that, I will be there for you like how I know you will be there for me okay. Love you!

Fucked up

Am I wrong to buy a top for myself using my own money or am I wrong to ask my mom to talk nicely with me or perhaps both? I bought her her favorite chocolate but still.. I'm fucking shag now, I love you Mom even though you fucking attitude me.
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Me being me, I'm late again. I don't think I can ever master time management lol. I feel that I'm not contributing much on my group project which makes me feel bad towards my group member, sigh.
After school, went to meet Jing at Outram and I'm late again _!_ Go all the way to Dover to find Ch to eat subway, hahaha SP cui sial. Headed down to Plaza Sing to meet Weesiong and Shank for Night at the Museum 2 and a few rounds of pool. Jing say I improved alot sial, fucking happy hahahahehehhohohho.

Dosage

Coldwar with Mom these few days, cb.
I need some kick please.
Sheesha hard liquor sheesha hard liquor sheesha hard liquor sheesha hard liquorrrrrrrrrr! burp.

I am cynthia :D

Instead of studying, Tan Weilin is talking on the phone with her darling. Die la, she's going to fail her Introduction to resort and operation test later on. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D

Hello hun :)
study la

I think Swine flu had subside but Menopause flu is spreading and my Mum caught it. Unlucky me

All will end well, bless.

Hey Mom and Dad, I love you two.
These photos were taken during Mom's day and we went Ding Tai Feng to celebrate, the food was alright lahhh, I prefer japanese cuisine :( or or or maybe seafood! Hehe.
Bought Mummy a pendant and Dad bought her a diamond necklace at Meyson (I'm so going to steal from her) Hahaha. I think Mom had a great day that night because she can't stop smiling and laughing lol. Y'know, I feel blessed to see my parents still flirting and lovely dovey with each other even though they are at their late fourties alr..









I'm currently staying over at Godma's house to celebrate Mom's day with her :D Bought Little Nonya DVD for her, is the show really that popular?!?!??!?
Went to Bugis yesterday to meet Jing, Zhenyi, Chenyu, Weesiong and Cui boyyyyy hahaha. So long never see him, still as cui as ever sial, lol! Pool at fusion and total ownage seh ( 'cus I team with Jing LOL ) went to eat dinner and spend the night at pub watching soccer with the company of beer, I'm beernant now :(

Boring Attraction Management, here I come...

I'm not in for that game.

I'm going to skip class and meet my boys at TM now. oie where are you sial, my cui boy.

Heaven knows anyone's life can stand a little of that.

I went back TP to visit my lil sweeties on Friday. By god, when I browse through my secondary school neoprint picture and the photos here.. We indeed change HELL LOT for the past six years haha. Hope to see you 3 mischevous soon! :)





Friendship marks a life even more deeply than love. Love risks degenerating into obsession, friendship is never anything but sharing. - Elie Wiesel

I keep reminding myself that this year Mother's day falls on the 10th of May and just a few minutes ago, my Mum reminded me that it is a Sunday and I'm working.
Seriously, I'm going to a corner and screw myself, k bye.

For in this cycle, we call it life

Went Beerfest Asia with Fen and they fucking cheat my 26$ entry fees. It wasn't really what I expected it to be but oh well, I'd fun. The people there were quite friendly and I got a couple of free drinks haha. I was curious and went to try the tube thingy and damn, I drank about 1 and a half can of beer within 3mins? hahaha! Fun or what seh.



She couldn't take it hence the beer spill all over the floor.


I finally meet up with Yinquan and ZiJing!!!!!! I bought that white dress because Iris is working thr so I get 40% discount! But still, the dress is too big for me lay:( Nevermind, Yinquan say I look HOTTTTT and I should wear something like that more often. (ok I can't rmb whether he got say it anot but assumed he said it lah, haha!) Cheers people.

Pinky promise

It is the friends you can call up at 4am that matter.

Time waits for no man

I'm feeling lousy now, like I'm lagging behind every single shit. Time to pull up my ankle socks, rock on. I can't wait to meet Yinquan to update on each other life and just relax on the beach and let the sun burnt away those nasty feelings. Been some times since I last met him, miss you baby.

You reap what you sow.

Reminiscing

Happy Birthday Farah, the president of the Bitch hee. Went out with Cynthia, Yuka, Marcus and obviously Farah and had a sumptuous dinner at Laupatsat then headed down to Clarke Quay. Didn't really take alot of photos but it's the great gossips and chat that makes the night well spend. Hahaha, juicy gossips like what somemore.
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I used to hug my godmother whenever I see her and tell her I miss her,
I used to kiss my dad on his cheek whenever he tuck me into bed,
I used to hug my mum when she pat me to sleep,
I used to say goodnight to my sister before I turn in.
As I become more independent, I soon realised that all of my attention has been always on myself. I no longer peck my dad's cheek when I say goodnight to him, I no longer hug my Mum and say I love her, I kept on procrastinating to call my godma to ask how is she. Even at times when I showed some love to my dear ones, I'll feel kind of awkward.
Usually when you're shopping, you will put yourself first and lookout what to buy for yourself. However, yesterday when I was in the midst of crazy hot sales, I suddenly thought of my sis. She always wanted a pair of nice, real studs but I keep on forgetting to get her one. I bought the earings and put a note there stating "for you sis" and went to work today. I used to do that when I was much younger but as I grow older, I started to be calculative about every single thing. It just warm my heart when I received a text from her before she hit the sack saying, thanks for the earings with a smiley kiss. I should call my godma tmr, I bet she will be happy to hear from me after months..
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On a lighter note, I RARELY FOUND DRESS. I mean it okay :(
I like this:( Why no S, WHY OIE WHY!