Confession time. I feel that I've been neglected my family and friends. Hope that I can try to get the bond back through CNY. I'm pretty excited to go on a shopping trip with sissy this Friday. This might be the last shopping with her 'cus she's going Aussie soon, god I'm going to miss someone at home to irritate me. Yea, I'm pretty sick but you know that's what attractive bout me ;)

I'm amazed that I haven't got a D for this sem and hopefully I won't get ANY! So far so good, hope to maintain this. Finally all the projs are UNOFFICIALLY over, time to drown in lecture notes and squeeze some brain juice. Final lap! I may suck in 2.4km, I hope I won't suck in this too (ok bad joke)

So, had a serious quarrel with my beloved boyf but we are all good now. Tyvm u don't need to know so much, we are good than ever. I believe that at the end of the day, as long as we don't give up on each other, we have all it takes to overcome what life has for us. Anw, he officially started schooling and well, after being out of this field for 2 years, it gets pretty hard for him to adapt but I hope he knows that I will always be there to guide him and teach him patiently, not that I'm fucking smart genius but I'll try. Hopes he gets more independent in time to come.

Time for me in TP is ending soon, should do up a list of what to do after graduation. Chances of me completing it is rather slim but hey, no harm doing it. Why not right? Xx.

In the midst of this journey, I lost the charm, I lost the confidence and I lost the attitude. I'm wearing those back now.

Paranoid. Insecure. Period

I trust you but that doesn't mean jealousy won't exist anymore..

I was so glad to know that I did quite well for my gaming exam and individual report. I was so eager to find out the rest of my exam results cause I wanna prove to my Mom that she was wrong about me. I am capable of handling my relationship and studies at the same time. That kind of satisfaction was beyond words, really.

Now that Joseh got himself a job at NEX, I was in a state of dilemma. On one hand, I have more time for myself. I'm able to indulge in my fav taiwan variety show, do some exercise, more time to meet my friends but on the other hand, I felt weird and insecure that I have to share his attention with something else. Hmm for instance, texting. Okay, the feeling is just irony and unexplainable and I'm just a weird freak, enough said, period. But I can/will get used to it :)

Exactly a month and 6 days before my school ends and hopefully by March, I will be a fresh TP graduate. Being an air-stewardess is always my dream but my confidence in getting in is really low but oh well no harm giving it a try. When I graduate, the first thing I'll do is to get my license and pick up a new language. First 2 priority in my list after I graduate (Y)

XOXO

We wrestle like we're enemies, we cook like we're chef, we joke like best friends, we quarrel like bitches, we act like whores, we lick each other face like dogs, we flirt like lovers and we are only 2 months old but I feel like I know this guy for a year or so. I still find it hard to balance everything but it's getting better. It can only be better.

B surprised me and my mom with a birthday cake at 12am. Guess that bitch won my Mom's heart over with this hand drawn cake which he spend 1 and a half hour doing. Thanks baby, although I don't know whether you will be reading this or not but thanks, thanks for the card you made for me, the surprise cake, the thought, helping me to do housework, waiting and do nothing while I am trying to finish my endless project, joining my friends and I for christmas and new year when you could be enjoying happily with your co. I was happy to hear from your Mom that for the very first time, you did so much for a girl and I am proud to be the one.

So, we spend our Saturday, the first day of new year 2011 catching prawns at east coast park. I am so sorry guyz that I went home halfway through the new year celebration and didn't managed to countdown with y'all like always. I don't know why, I don't want to spend my day settling down at some club or pub, drinking my night away plus my tummy wasn't feeling that well. Personally, I think that a new year is not a new beginning, it is just a new year with a different digit. Nevertheless, I still hope that it will be a good year ahead for me and my love ones. Cheers! xoxo.