Finally have the time to update this space. Currently working a full time job in a bank and now I know how ignorant I was. I always thought the aunty sitting at the counter serving us was having a pretty slack job, all they have to do was just to key some numbers into the system but NO! Till now then I realise, there's so much work and effort behind it. Working on a 11-9, sunday banking basis is draining me out. There's even lesser time for family, boyfriend and friends. Luckily I have a understanding boyfriend who hates my job but will wait patiently outside for me to knock off just to have dinner together :)

I know that since sissy is currently overseas, I have all the responsibilities to take care of the family, putting in more time and effort to accompany my parents. I dare not say that I've put in my best but I tried. I always make the effort to stay home on either Sat or Sun to fetch my Mom from work and eat dinner together, making it a compulsory family routine but it's not enough. Recently, Mom is constantly comparing herself with Jb and I really don't know why. I'm angry because I know that's not the truth. She likes to compare, she NEVER fail to compare but I just hope that one day, I'm able to prove to her that my r/s isn't what she thinks and she can accept Jb wholeheartedly. Nevertheless, I love my family and I know they love me too.