Holy o mama, I can't believe I finished 1.5 pages of e journal within an hour, told you guys I am gifted in crapping nonsense. Work is pretty alright, I'm now bestie with Woan Yin already. She is fucking hilarious, capable of making me laugh non stop for 5 minutes, pro anot? She is damn funny I swear.
Happy Birthday Adeline and Justin! Fetched Justin from work, HAHAHAHAAHA ok lah, just waited for him at Suntec and went to have Fish n Co. Honestly? THE FOOD SUCKS BIG TIME but oh well, at least I don't have to peel the prawn myself? ^^ Treat him to movie and my first time watching 3D, eh don't laugh at me please. How to train a dragon was nice but please please don't say till I think it's kinda over-rated. After all, Avartar still own them? Hehe.
Eh you people ever try SHOCKWAKE? It's like you are still in the midst of awake and slping then suddenly you see your phone and you will feel like you being electrocuted and you jump up and goes shit shit shit shit shit. Try it people, an ever new experience. Not advisable to try it during exam though :D I'm amazed that I can wash up, bath, put on make up and stuff a piece of bread and reach interchange within 30mins. Zai not? ^^

"Hi, you're finding the way to casino? Just go down the escalator and turn to your left. Have a nice day" I just need to repeat like a thousand time for the rest of the 94days then I'll be done for my internship. YAY. Optimistic much? I can't wait for pay day, I'm so gonna reward myself. *Pat my shoulder.

I'm down with heatstroke, like W.T.F? But I'm happy she gave me 2 days off which is like a blessing to me. Standing under the hot sun for 8.5 hours is no joke okay, it's like a brain dead job. I'm just a walking directory if you must know what I'm working as. So, I'm counting down to the end of internship which I guess I have to endure 97 more days before it's officially over. I wish time fly like spaceships, no maybe something slightly faster, ray of light? Conclusion, FML!

14886.) I have the freedom that I want. It's just the loneliness that's slowly killing me.

Although it is just a two hour briefing for our internship, I still find the need to tell you, you and you how fucked up it is to wake up on a Saturday morning to go to school under the incorrigible weather. It makes me ponder and I realised that there is something I regret not doing and it is something I will regret for life which is the decision to not apply for an overseas internship. Now, I am green with envy for those who made it for the overseas internship esp Lucy, who is going to work for four seasons in some island I don't know where. Right there and then, I was wondering how nice if I was the one going over for a 6 months internship, alone and lonely but learning how to be independent. I know some will say opportunities like this is easy when we get older but with the support from school, we don't have to worry about dealing with Visa and accommodation. Moreover, I don't have anyone here I can't live without other than my family but there is always advanced technology like Skype. I know it will not be as easy as what I think it will turn out to be when I actually go overseas and take care of my own ass but the experiences and all, the pros definitely outweighs the cons. I know what are the chances of me being the chosen one but I regretted not making the effort to go for the interview, I mean hey at least I should give myself a chance to try to create an opportunity for myself.
Since it's over, this is just a note to self.
I think I have slightly changed my mind about my future. My goal is that either I work in a resort, rotating every few years at their overseas branches or I will experience the life of an air stewardess. I'm going to be year 3 in a month time, it is time to consider my future seriously. Deep down I have a feeling I can't get in for SIA Stewardess and that's when I go FML.

It makes my heart ache badly whenever I see my dad return home with minor injuries. It motivates me even more to give them what they deserve at the end of the day.

I am motivated. Watch and wait you people.