Although it is just a two hour briefing for our internship, I still find the need to tell you, you and you how fucked up it is to wake up on a Saturday morning to go to school under the incorrigible weather. It makes me ponder and I realised that there is something I regret not doing and it is something I will regret for life which is the decision to not apply for an overseas internship. Now, I am green with envy for those who made it for the overseas internship esp Lucy, who is going to work for four seasons in some island I don't know where. Right there and then, I was wondering how nice if I was the one going over for a 6 months internship, alone and lonely but learning how to be independent. I know some will say opportunities like this is easy when we get older but with the support from school, we don't have to worry about dealing with Visa and accommodation. Moreover, I don't have anyone here I can't live without other than my family but there is always advanced technology like Skype. I know it will not be as easy as what I think it will turn out to be when I actually go overseas and take care of my own ass but the experiences and all, the pros definitely outweighs the cons. I know what are the chances of me being the chosen one but I regretted not making the effort to go for the interview, I mean hey at least I should give myself a chance to try to create an opportunity for myself.
Since it's over, this is just a note to self.
I think I have slightly changed my mind about my future. My goal is that either I work in a resort, rotating every few years at their overseas branches or I will experience the life of an air stewardess. I'm going to be year 3 in a month time, it is time to consider my future seriously. Deep down I have a feeling I can't get in for SIA Stewardess and that's when I go FML.