When friendship has taken its toll on both of us.

Y'know whenever we fight, I always hug you, apologise and we will be fine. That's why you're always pinning high hopes on me that I will make the first move and everything will be fine but I ain't doing it this time.
I stood you up, I apologised twice, either you take it or leave it and you choose the latter.
I would rather you yell at me for ignoring you in that fucking noisy lab than having you complaining behind my back.
You don't even know what you're apologising for my friend..