Reminiscing about yesterday night, I feel that there's a need for me to blog about it.
Yesterday, Daddy was drunk when he got home.
And whenever he is drunk, he'll liked to talk to me.
So ok, I'm prepared to listen to all his problems @ work.




Dad: Do you know that Daddy loves you alot?
Me: Yaya.
Dad: Do you love Daddy?
Me: Yaya.
Dad: You don't have to love me back, but I need to love you. You know why?
Me: Why?
Dad: Cause Daddy let you born into this world, so I have to love you.
Me: I love you too la.
Dad: What course do you want to take?
Me: I wanted Interior Design but I can't draw, I really don't know what I want.
Dad: No matter what you choose, Daddy will always support you, you know?
Dad: Daddy don't have anyone to support me in the past.
Dad: What is your dream?
Me: I want to be an air stewardess.
Dad: Just that? For all your life? Are you sure you can earn big bucks?
Me: I don't know.
Dad: How can you not know, even till my age, Daddy still has a dream.
Dad: Daddy has the age, has the brain but I just don't have the time.
Dad: I always tell Mummy, I have to go one day.
Dad: But I'll always love you all.
Dad: Do you know Daddy loves you alot?
Me: I love you alot too.
Dad: No, Daddy love you first, then you love Daddy back.
Dad: You can choose not to love Daddy, but Daddy will always love you.
Dad: You must be more obedient, listen to Mummy.
Dad: Mummy will also go one day, her health also not in good condition.
Dad: No matter how bad she is, she will always be your Mummy forever.
Me: I know.
Dad: If you really take Interior Design, Daddy can hand over the job to you.
Dad: Daddy really loves you, you know?
Me: I know.
Dad: Mummy really loves you too, you know?
Me: I know.
Dad: Good, we can't stay with you forever, so you have to decide on your future.
Dad: Maybe Daddy gna leave soon.
Me: You are still young.
Dad: Ya, so I want to earn more money to let you and Jiejie go university.
Dad: We go Thailand when your school on holiday ok.
Me: ok, faster go bath and sleep alr. * Massage on his shoulder.
Dad: Ok.


He hugged me and kissed me on my cheeks, " Goodnight, I love you ah. "
I kissed him back on his cheeks and say, " I love you too, night. "
I went into my room and started tearing and tearing.
And kept on thinking about the words he said.
He only chat with me when he is drunk.
And that is when i know, his real thoughts.


I really believed you love me dad and I love you dearly too.

Didn't blog for so long.
Lets start with the date with DAARLING.
12/1
Meet up with her aft my work,
went to buy my shoe first before proceeding to Marina Square.
Oky, treat DAARLING to New York New York.
Uh, the food was .. hm ;S
Doesn't suit me.
But the candy floss after the meal was nice ;p
Went to shop around, and bought a dress @ warehouse :D
And treat DAARLING to British Take-away.
The Mars Bar was nice, but i'm just to full to take it.
X:
Camwhore, Camwhore, Camwhore, Camwhore ....














Monday and Tuesday have to OT.
Actually, not OT la.
I'm always late for work, so I'll have to end work later ):
Pff.
16/1
Went to bought Barcadi @ Ntuc, and I pass (:
Thanks edward! hehe.
Meet up with DAARLING and slack @ the playground.
And the stupidest things happen.
We cldn't open the caps.
Laugh Out loud.
Tried with sisscors and I cut myself /:
Blood began to gush out ):
So DAARLING have to borrow the cap opener from nearby hawker center :D
Finally, finally ..
Chit and chat for few hours.
When I reached home, I felt so ... SLEEPY!



17/1
Wake up early in the morning 10 o'clock :D
Had breakfast and had a shopping spree with Mummy!
First stop, Bugis.
Went to " cha chan ting " to have lunch first.
Well the name of the food was nice, but not the food.




Walk around Bugis Street and saw 2 seniors working there :D
Had a small chat with them and continue the spree.
We've bought countless of items. eg. earings, shoe, G2000 clothes.
G2000 is having a 70% discount !
Worth it, worth it!
Next stop, Outram Park.
Bought 2 skinny jeans and a pair of boots to Shanghai (:
Another exhausting day.

18/1
Went back to school and bought a Birthday Cake for Yinquan :D
Wee, i'm in Sch-U today, hehe.
The security guard don't let me in school cause he said I was cheating the school ):
Wore Sch-U with a dyed hair.
But aft cocking with him, I'm finally in!
Saw Madam Selina @ the canteen.
Same old pattern, nag about my attire blah blah blah.
But I still get to hug her!
hehe.
Cut cake cut cake!
Sang Happy Birthday song to Yinquan.
It was so damn loud, attention seeker ;p
And Yinquan felt so paiseh hahaha.
The whole face blushed.
Walk around the school, and so coincidence it was the Sec1's camp.
The game they play was so boring zzzzz.
But it was great going back to school (:
Chit Chat at the parade square and wait for DAARLING to come back from the walk.
Aren't i sweet? :*
Photos will be uploaded soon.

The business @ Changi Airport is more worse than Lao Pat Sa.
Its tired to stand down there and wait for the time to pass.
I rather there's alot of customer for me to serve ):
Finally I'd dyed my hair :D
But i don't know how to describe the colour.
Oh my salary, my salary.
I'M DAMN FUCKED UP I DIN'T GET MY PAY! ):
I was supposed to get the cheque today and I'll get the money by saturday.
But everything gets cock up because I didn't get my salary ):
Lucky i managed to rush to POSB to get my atm card done.
So DAARLING, the date is still on (:
New York New York :DDDD
Hope I'll be able to get my cheque tomorrow ):
The colleagues were also quite fucked up today
and told me not to go to work if they still can't get the cheque by today 11pm.
I'm confused /:

Just another ordinary day.
I was supposed to wakeup @ 5.45am.
In the end i was being woken up @ 6.20am.
I was so shocked aft i got the call.
What call ?
Hehe, don't be a busybody ;p
First day working @ airport,
the difference is ...
VERY COLD S:
Sold some sashimi set.
Mark was generous today (:
treat me eat yong tao fu and strawberry kisses!
Still make some sushi for me to taopao.
Nice guy nice guy (:

Its like back to those days,
but i know deep inside,
there's no way to turn back the line.

BOOOOOOOOO, I didn't get my salary today.
Postpone to Thursday instead ):
I met ZiJing @ the phone booth today arnd 10am?
I wanted to do a new POSB card, so i thought 10am was quite early.
When i reached the second floor, the Q was like wow.
So in the end, gave up and went straight to work.
When i stepped into the train to Changi Airport,
I saw this black wallet lying on the seat opposite me.
And i saw a china guy? Sat on the wallet purposely.
He looked around and saw me staring at him.
Nah, i won't let him take the wallet so easily! ;p
And a Bangala came in searching for his wallet.
The China Guy was still trying to act blur,
Finally he shifted his seat and passed the wallet to the Bangala.
And the Bangala said something which I don't understand and walked off.
People do look guilty whenever they wanted to do something bad.


Introduced the colleague to ZiJing.
And of course Mark was the most friendly one.
We sat down there and slack and walk around doing nothing.
Got la actually, cut the seaweed (:
Tomorrow I'll have to wake up @ 5.45am?
Argh.
I'm going GYM next week with Lun!
I wanna dye my hair, I wanna pierce my eyebrow.
I wanna get into poly, I wanna get into tourism course.
My Christmas gift this year from Jiejie will be .. Free HairDye From her.
Hehehehehe :D

ZiJing will be working with me from tomorrow onwards :D
Yayy.
DAARLING says that finally there will be a normal person to talk to.
Hehe, i doubt so.
X:
Joking la.
This coming week will be a tiring day for me.
Takaki-san mention about the schedule to me on Friday,
Guess there will be alot of OverTime for me 0:
Saturday will be booked for .. DAARLING.
Cause I'll be getting my salary tomorrow!
Christmas and Belated Birthday treat, hoped you don't mind DAARLING :)
4/1
Meet up with Yinquan, Shank and Chun Hao @ the airport.
Went to dine in @ Sakae Sushi.
Imagine I'm selling sushi and I'm eating Sushi after working.
Laugh and laugh @ Yinquan's crap.
Went to Yinquan's house after dinner and played pool and pingpong?
Haha.
I won Chun Hao !
Of course he give in to me la.
But I still won (;
I won I won I won!
Hehe.
The PingPong game was hilarious.
I cldn't describe how funny it is but it is sure a funny day.
I'm just wondering why Shank loves to carry my bag and walk around.
In school and outside school.
Maybe I shld buy one for him during his Birthday, laugh out loud.
There's no bus to home as usual
I intended to board 9 because Shank told me it goes to Bedok Interchange.
When i was about to board the bus ....
Shank: Ayeeeee, wait!
Me: What?
Shank: My spec and ear piece.
Me: Oh ya!
Shank: * Raise his hand to the bus driver * wait ah.
When i was digging his thing, i looked up to the bus driver and ......
The Uncle smiled @ me and closed the door and drove off.
I chased and wave to the uncle and saw him waving back and smiling at me.
(:
And people were like looking at me >< In the end, we board 21? And stopped at Baobei's house bus stop. Have to walked back alone.
And some thoughts run through my mind, was the wrong word you used, or was it the wrong meaning i get, I'm still wondering.

I wanna learn THAI BOXING! (:

Sigh.
Was it the wrong hint i got
Or
Was it the wrong word you used.
Walking home reminiscing about that Christmas Eve,
I felt like an idiot.
Always felt helpless towards you.

Gastric Infection came to look for me on New Year Eve ):
Vomiting and Diarrhoea keep happening.
And i cldn't go countdown with DAARLING!
Grr.
And the doctor just gave me 1 day MC.
Wth.
I still have to use my RO to replace my absent days @ work.
):
Oh btwae, Mummy bought the Bio Essence Eye Lifting Sparkling Gel for me.
And it works, it works people.
Try it.
Ok, working with that colleague is insufferable!
I'm not a weakling that listens to his order.
Even he give me a BLACK face, shout or yell
I don't give a damn.
Sometimes i feel like working is a tiring thing.
Not just physically but emotionally too.
You have to get along with people you don't like.
You have to be a hypocrite to get along.
You want to grumble but you can't.
You'll afraid when's your colleague gonna back-stab you anytime.
You'll have to entertain all sort of customers.
Tiring, I'm so tired.
Oky, so enjoyable events!
My Mum's Birthday

















I felt so guilty.
Because I wasn't feeling well, then mummy had to bring back take-away food.
And buy her own cake.
Sigh.
I promise I'll buy her a LV wallet after I get my pay.
GoGo Weilin, work hard!
And DAARLING I haven't forget I need to treat you after i get my pay.
Shh, don't tell the others girls
Laugh Out Loud.