Reminiscing about yesterday night, I feel that there's a need for me to blog about it.
Yesterday, Daddy was drunk when he got home.
And whenever he is drunk, he'll liked to talk to me.
So ok, I'm prepared to listen to all his problems @ work.




Dad: Do you know that Daddy loves you alot?
Me: Yaya.
Dad: Do you love Daddy?
Me: Yaya.
Dad: You don't have to love me back, but I need to love you. You know why?
Me: Why?
Dad: Cause Daddy let you born into this world, so I have to love you.
Me: I love you too la.
Dad: What course do you want to take?
Me: I wanted Interior Design but I can't draw, I really don't know what I want.
Dad: No matter what you choose, Daddy will always support you, you know?
Dad: Daddy don't have anyone to support me in the past.
Dad: What is your dream?
Me: I want to be an air stewardess.
Dad: Just that? For all your life? Are you sure you can earn big bucks?
Me: I don't know.
Dad: How can you not know, even till my age, Daddy still has a dream.
Dad: Daddy has the age, has the brain but I just don't have the time.
Dad: I always tell Mummy, I have to go one day.
Dad: But I'll always love you all.
Dad: Do you know Daddy loves you alot?
Me: I love you alot too.
Dad: No, Daddy love you first, then you love Daddy back.
Dad: You can choose not to love Daddy, but Daddy will always love you.
Dad: You must be more obedient, listen to Mummy.
Dad: Mummy will also go one day, her health also not in good condition.
Dad: No matter how bad she is, she will always be your Mummy forever.
Me: I know.
Dad: If you really take Interior Design, Daddy can hand over the job to you.
Dad: Daddy really loves you, you know?
Me: I know.
Dad: Mummy really loves you too, you know?
Me: I know.
Dad: Good, we can't stay with you forever, so you have to decide on your future.
Dad: Maybe Daddy gna leave soon.
Me: You are still young.
Dad: Ya, so I want to earn more money to let you and Jiejie go university.
Dad: We go Thailand when your school on holiday ok.
Me: ok, faster go bath and sleep alr. * Massage on his shoulder.
Dad: Ok.


He hugged me and kissed me on my cheeks, " Goodnight, I love you ah. "
I kissed him back on his cheeks and say, " I love you too, night. "
I went into my room and started tearing and tearing.
And kept on thinking about the words he said.
He only chat with me when he is drunk.
And that is when i know, his real thoughts.


I really believed you love me dad and I love you dearly too.