I look at my Mom for a good 20 minutes, she still has that big dolly eyes, thick eyelashes but this time, I realized something's different. There's wrinkle, tiredness and ...... age. I can't help but think what if one day she just slip away from me, from this family, from my life. Will I have the courage to face everyday, without her by my side? No, without her by my side, I know I'll be miserable at best. That is why I always make an effort to talk to her and laugh with her over stupid things cus I'm afraid I'll never get to do this again. I asked my Dad yesterday, "what if one day I am gone, will you cry for me?" Dad says he won't cry, he will tear for me and he kissed me goodnight.
Life is so amazing, it's like picking up falling sand 'cus it will just run away through your clutching hands no matter how dearly you try to hold on to.
I love my family, now and forever<3