Adolescence

After giving much contemplating, this is what I conclude so far.
I am used and comfortable with my current comfort zone and I don't intend to let any souls in.
Happiness doesn't comes alone, it brings other emotions like sorrow,hatred,hurt- I don't need to be extra happy to go through the latter.
My perception is always set like this, close friends come first before lover, I will promise that with my soul, they are all I need to get through my days. I hope this will never change, never.
Another thing that I utterly abhor is being tied down, I need freedom, someone who urge for more freedom at different stage of life hence I see no need for me to settle down. I hate reminiscing, it makes my heart ache and seems like I can't moved on. How funny, I make this decision but the feelings still lingers around. I remember vividly every scene when I browse back my archives and my post was once all about you..
Love, Lin