Mood: Sucks
Yesterday was a nbcbknn day.
Everything happened in a day was too much for me to handle.
Cry and cry the whole night, swollen and puffy, but it's pointless.
I had a feeling I'm losing everything, my loves one.
Is it because I cared too much that's why it hurt so much?
I never knew I could hurt like this.

Girlfriend, girlfriend, yes they are just girl friends.
Stop putting up an act, our friendship wasn't that strong, it never was.
Everytime I/We tried to voice out our opinion, you guys just gave the what-the-fuck answer, I need explaination, not " yeah, sorry ".
Let's be frank, we'd spilted up into 2 groups alr.
It always have been, right?
Why salvage something it isn't worth it? Who get them take things for granted, it's us.
So fine. You don't give a fucking damn, so do I.
Was chatting with BoonChong.
BC: You can easily get along with boys but you don't really have girl friends.
I never noticed it before, but yeah it's true.
Why? I'm wondering too.
Someone once told me this, " You're someone who can forgive, but you won't forget. "
I admit, yes I'm.
YQ: Weilin is someone when she say stop for twice, you better stop and apologize. If nt when she flared up, then you see what's the consequences.
YQ: & Yanze told me how come I everyone also not scared, just scared of you ah?
Ha, have been classmates for 2years and always been sitting beside each other.
Karina: How you tolerate him? I don't kinda like him, so sickening.
Hahaah, yea he is, but somehow we just clicked.
Define Friends: A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.

Catastrophic strikes.
Father wasn't home last night.
We had an arguement with Mummy.
She cried, we cried.
If ever, her hands were to lay on my cheeks.
I think everything will not be the same anymore.
Suddenly, I have the thought of moving over to sentosa hostel to stay for next year.

Something's bothering me.
End it, no.
I don't have someone to talk to.
I'm ashamed of myself.
I don't knw what I really want.
I'm leading an OK life.
I should be content.

PS: This isn't emo, I don't emo.